after three or four years of blogging, i think i'm done.
tumblr has made me a really really picky person. it also triggered my depression more than anything. (does that sentence even make sense) everyone strives for perfection here; everyone looks for nice themes to go with the a+ edits they reblog and/or post. and well, i'm kind of sick of doing that. so, as stated on my blog post about my hiatus, i have turned to playing apps on my phone, watching tv, cooking, doing things, reading more books, watching movies, basically anything that can distract me from the internet. (okay maybe not since the games i play need the internet. well, you get the point... i hope) before you say anything stupid like "but nadine omgu blogging is the mosT PERF SHIT EVER AND TUMBLR IS PERF," no. it's not. it's the most stressful thing i had to deal with other than school. and it made me not care about school, which isn't really good since i want to change schools, and my grades are shit. whenever i go out, i think about tumblr. have i lost followers? did people follow me after that blog rate? do they like my theme? did anyone post something absolstrudely
(woo e/r fic reference haha) awesome that i missed while i was out? i just, no. my life revolved around this website. and honestly i'm getting sick of it.
i have thought long and hard about this.
i'm really really sorry that i'm leaving.
i might come back. might not. may be back in a few days. or a few weeks. or even months. i don't really know. due to recent events, i think i won't be returning. however, i'll still talk to you guys! send me asks! or if you want faster replies, hit me up on
twitter or
facebook (whoa facebook) (yeah i know) (i have chat notifs on shut up)
this has been a fun ride. i love you guys, and i'll miss you all.